maybe..

2008-12-31T00:07:00.000-08:00

2008-12-29T03:21:00.000-08:00

i am officially a ZOO KEEPER. period.

2008-12-28T20:58:00.000-08:00

quite funny when you listen closely to the lyrics :D

the TETRIS SONG! :D

xoxo

2008-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

fell sick yesterday for like no reason :(

gosh. had fever :(

well, my sisters are starting school next friday and some part of me wishes i was going back with them.. anything is better then waiting for results... if u know what i mean..

i just cant stop worrying cause i know i kinda screwed up much.. :s

reading the clique. ctas's recommendation.

hahas, not really like her nor like me?

lols.

well, i have fallen in love with marcs and spencers gingerbread biscuits and fruit cake ;D

heavenly good!

well, happy merry belated christmas :)

2008-12-23T23:35:00.001-08:00

went for mani again and i ruined it on the second day ;(

anyway, this post was not supposed to be about the mani but TWILIGHT!

yesyes, i watched it twice...

gosh. there was a girl who watched it 16 times okay :/

i guess the more i watched it the more i like it :)

and i can say rob patt is quite okay...

stiff acting and not "musical voice"

but nice jaw line!

hehhehe. inside secret :D

2008-12-19T23:07:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM HONGKONG!

some ports of it was fun but some other parts of it was boring

mainly cause my sister got sick.. so we couldn't do much..

hmm. went to ocean park too :)

the roller coasters were MAD! (#.#)

omgg. never thought i would be able to survive one :D

damn scary...O.o

esp the long downward drops that go soooo super fast! :S

i screamed for only one third of the drop cause i just couldn't scream anymore.

and guess what. the scariest was the 'mine train' and my mum read it was MINI train so she got on it. and it turned out to be the most scary one :S

but she made it.(mostly with her eyes closed). lols.

then i din dare sit the 30 storey vertical drop, my sisters sat it. :/

and i also tried the upside down one. not as scary as the mine train. fun going upside down :D

then there was the raging river. i sat it after the mine train and i saw the long drop of the raging river and i freaked out...

once i got on till the end i was screaming like mad!!! my sisters in front of me got so pissed okay.. not my fault. i was really freaked out by long drops...

and got so wet in the end.. the drop was not so bad as the mine train. yeah, you get my point. the mine train is the worst...

stuff in hk was rather ex too...

hmm. like the clothes mostly long sleeves. i wonder where can i get my CNY clothes from.

argh, i wish whatever happened to bangkok didn't happen.

i miss my bangkok!! :(

well, stacy has a birthday party to attend..

it includes, guess what, a manicure... 0.0

omgg. at the age of 7 i never was allowed to go for a mani >(

hrmph...

pssst! i need a date for mani ;D

i might be free on tuesday :D

xoxo, ashh

ps. i bet edward cullen loves ashley too! :)

2008-12-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

hmm, leaving in about 12 hours and i am bored for now...

havent finished packing :o but nevermind. rush later :D

lols. reading frozen fire now and hoping to finish it before i leave cause its not paperback and its heavy :/

well, eat fruits now (hate) and dinner and sleap early tho i doubt it :D

i want to go bangkok!!!

ashh

xoxo

2008-12-11T22:15:00.000-08:00

watched twilight the movie yesterday :)

not so good as the book!

everyone should read the book before they watch the movie..

argh. edward is not as dumb as they portray him in the movies pur-lease...

"its the fluorescent" and "i had an adrenaline rush.. you can google that"

OMG how lame! he totally did not say that in the book.

the movie is all wrong!!!

sorry i have to rant it all here cause my sister are sick of my complaints..

but seriously...

people who watch the movie without reading the book can be said to be loosing out on the love side of the story cause rob patt acted as if he couldn't care less about bella...

grrr. he is supposed to be deeply in love with her!!

like to him, she is supposed to be the most important thing.

and the cullen house turned out like nothing i thought it would be. >(

ahhh. ok, thats all.

movie rating: 2/5

book rating: 5/5!!! :)

leaving for HK soon and i have not started packing yet :o

die die die...

well i will update my blog as daily as i can but sorrie, no pics..

read like 3 books?

the shack, the clique-massie and honk if u hate me :)

well, stuck at home is so not what i want..

i want YJ! thats all i remember of is name :(

i wish i had photographic memory so i could goggle him or something :(

playing neopets like daily and collecting backgrounds! they rawck:)

and advent calender and stuff.

so lucky that i have internet over at hk :D

see u all around then! :)

tata!(young) :D

ashhh xoxo

2008-12-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

omg. i am sooo bored at home...

so bored of being locked up that i am watching gossip girl :D

lols! i wanted to tan today but guess what?!!? i ran out of tanning lotion :S

so sucky la...

& i took out my hair extentions today. hurt like mad...

i lost like i think 20 strands of hair?! OUCH!!

xoxo

2008-12-09T19:26:00.001-08:00

did you say "grand central station" or "my aunts constipation"?!?!

yaye! thanks alot marisa :) i never knew about the 8 days twilight thing :)

i better buy before all the twilighters grab all the copies :D

oh man, last night i stayed up till 2am reading The Lake. not too bad but not really my type..

hmmm, not fantasy too... its more under: survival? lols. jkjk.

oh man, i am really hungry. every morning i am just too lazy to make reakfast for myself unless there is cereal... lazy.

i really love to dress up my neopets!!! :) but clothes are ex... :(

xoxo

2008-12-09T00:27:00.001-08:00

I was lost and alone

Trying to grow, making my way down that long winding road

Had no reason, no rhyme

Like a song out of time

And there you were, standing in front of my eyes

How could I be such a fool

To let go of love and break all the rules

2008-12-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

hello!

yaye! so happy that nick and starr won the amazing race :)

they really deserved it.. but hmm, where were tony and dalas at the finishing point?! :(

it was so saddening that they were out cause they lost their passport and money.. i think the son was super nice to his mother :D

but anyway, my ipod is revived.

BUT i am stuck at home.....

i HATE BEING GROUNDED!!! grrrr..

oh oh oh!! i dont know how to say this....

but something nice happened at **** ******* today ;)

omgomgomgomgomgomogmomg!!!!!! :DDDDD

it was really nice!!!!!

if only my ___ wasnt there...

i wanted to rent O.C but it was $30 per series :/ watch it on tv then..

no choice.

it is the recession. i keep reminding myself

i really hope that my dad would bring us across to china from hong kong. zhu hai i think that place.. like for one day :) cuase it is said that the underground shopping cannot be finished in one day!! but this year i am quite short of $$ cause of my hair... :(

xoxo!

2008-12-06T22:07:00.000-08:00

MY IPOD DIED!!!

2008-12-06T19:21:00.000-08:00

2008-12-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

my highlights that cant really be seen so i yanked them out of my ponytail.. as follows:)

notice the messiness :D

[hahas, i tried using photoshop to remove the messy hair but i forgot how to and my mum's not at home :(]

and my nice nails & the correct signo pen to match :D

xoxo!

2008-12-06T01:04:00.000-08:00

twilight! i so cant wait for the movie :D

i am edward cullen crazy! but so not robert pattinson crazy that is :/

<333>

xoxo

mrs cullen wannabe

2008-12-05T21:27:00.001-08:00

goodness!

ASH stands for action on smoking and health :S

so random but yeah, there is a real company...

i am soooo pissed at my mother.

2008-12-05T05:25:00.000-08:00

i am annoyed by some stupid website and a stupid boy.

2008-12-04T20:42:00.000-08:00

& this has been another happy meal holiday!

hahas, like seriously... at least one happy meal a week :D

i think sometimes 2? :/

hmmm. i want to drink lots of milo!!! :)

and eat lots of long john's silver fries! :)

today i had to have self control not to eat long john's silver cause i didn't want to get sick..

i just cant wait for hong kong! :)

i will blog from there cause the hotel/motel has internet :)

i try to put up pics tho i don't think i am bringing the wire/ cord to connect my cam...

and in hongkong i am going to ocean park :)

click here to see the rides

hahas, going to sit on all that i can :D

heh heh! and scream out loud to the max!!! :D

WHEEEEE!!!

last night i went for a not so nice buffet...

hmm, the pasta guy was SO ANNOYING! gosh...

and my sister just HAD TO PLAY with the coffee machine.. gosh.

and i drank like 2 cups of coffee that i couldn't sleep until 2am last night :/

well, the ice cream waffle was not so bad :) tho rather filling :/

hmm, do u think i have lost weight or gained weight for so far this hol?

hahas, tell u soon cause i am going to weigh myself before and after hongkong :D

they said the eating there is WOW! :D

see u around!

XOXO, ashh

2008-12-04T05:32:00.001-08:00

wow!

today i had a total girl's day out :D

highlighted my hair, did my nails, bought earrings and ran in the rain :D

lols, yeah and all the lame stuff all in one!

may put up pics of my new RED hair extentions :)

and my nails. ;)

DA BLING! :$

i want to go out again! and this time with lots of $$$$$!

xoxo, ashh and cinders :)

2008-12-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

oh gosh, my leg aches after running/ walking 4 km.

how super unfit to the max, i am...

my nails are red and my toenails are orange (still)

hahas, odd combi.

my sis painted hers red on one foot and orange on the other. :D

going out to dunno where tomorrow.

letting the blind lead the blind. and i am super blind.

i dreamt that i got lost in chinatown. how lame right?

cause apparently i dreamt of a teacher (a n g) how random :/ and he asked me to get off the bus at the wrong stop. and so on and on. and i dreamt i met a cute guy! in my dreams la. lols.

my sis says i will do it before i am seventeen!

like please.... i am not so urghhh.

she bets on it even well, its less than 5 months that i am turning seventeen please...

XOXO

2008-12-01T21:39:00.000-08:00

what can i say?

but..

NORWEGIAN RECYCLING YOU ROCK! :D

2008-11-30T05:58:00.000-08:00

MARISA! WHY DID U BLOCK YOUR BLOG?

FRIENDS NO LONGER? :(

SAD TO THE MAX...

2008-11-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

I see you out with all your friends

Laughin’ it up as you pretend

To have a good time

I know cause I'm living the same lie

So one of us has got to say

We can't keep living this same way

i dont think i am jealous

i dont think i am sad

i just think i wasted my whole year trying to appease you.

"i'll email you"... hmmm, that doesn't sound familiar.

maybe if i put it this way: " don't worry, i will BIT*H about you whenever i can" it will sound more familiar to your ears.

ok, i am fine whatsoever if u don't want me to bother you but please, i know you are having fun with whatever new and exciting lives u have without me. i seriously don't care.

i can see that you are out to hurt me?

like on purpose?

let me tell you this.

I AM USED TO IT!

yeah, i am.

get it into your head that i am not dependent on you even though it might seem so.

so you can just go ahead and try and make me jealous

yeah yeah.

let me go through whatever i am thinking of...

1) the truce is over. so u can just go and BIT*H about me all you want even though i know that you have already broken the truce over and over again last time.

2) whatever to your MIQ

3) seriously, is your whole life about competing with me? i already told you that i so so do not want to compete against you but you seem so intent on competing with me. what can i do. lie aside like a LOSER? no way! so from then on till this day there is competition.

4) i bet you cant make it to your lovely HACOG. yeah dream on...

5) quit playing with my mind. whether you go to PO or C, i don't care. cause i am never, i repeat, never going to meet you there.

6) i am not jealous of you. whatever you have, i am going to stop competing with you.

I AM SERIOUS.

i just lost you and you just lost me.

i never wish to say this.

but i guess its over.

stop calling me. don't think i don't know it was you who called me 4 times today.

edited to remove 89% of the mean stuff i previously said

i want to be nice, but there is someone standing in my way! :s

2008-11-29T06:55:00.000-08:00

oh gosh, i keep having weird dreams.

like how i got 13 for Os and i was like both happy but sad.

weird right?

that reminds me i have to tell shiying something!

shiying, remind me the next time i talk to you :)

yesterday's ghost whisperer ended on a weird but scary tone.

SPOILER AHEAD!

okay, so this is it. proff payne saw six people but only five shadows.

when there were six people standing in a row.

freaky right? :S

oh gosh.

xoxo

2008-11-28T21:00:00.000-08:00

OMG!

check this out!!!!

its BARRYM!!! <3333

and they have a christmas edition!!!!!

like GOUSH x1309819375!

i want want want!!! :D

click this link to barrym website

and go WOW!!! :)

ashhh

XOXO

2008-11-27T05:37:00.000-08:00

OMG. i need to learn jap. not all the jap words la.

i am going to commit this two verses to memory. if i can :D

its girlfriend in jap!

Hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
Ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
Hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

Hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
No way no way himitsujyanai
Hey hey atashi ga natteageru

u should watch this!

its in CHINESE!

her pronounciation is funny :p

avril chinese version. click here:)

XOXO

2008-11-26T22:38:00.000-08:00

I will be, all that you want

And get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

changed song :)

i will be by avril :)

this is the first time i heard it, yeah so late but whatever :D

lols, its nice :)

if u want it to pause u must go to the "others and tag"

hahas, cause its under auto play so yeah u get it.

like if u want to watch the videos here u have to pause the song too :D

if not the frat boys will be marching to the i will be song :S

HAHAS!

xoxo...

2008-11-26T07:54:00.000-08:00

OMG.
I LOVE LIL MAMA AND AVRIL LAVIGNE GIRLFRIEND REMIX!
hahas, i know, loved it since long ago but just wanna let u geys know its playing now if u turn the volume up when u read my blog :D
see u all around, somehow. :)
everyone is so keen on working, i just wanna enjoy my holiday! :)
so maybe no work for me at all.
MY LIFE ROCKS! sometimes at least :)

XOXO

2008-11-26T07:39:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-26T07:25:00.000-08:00

THANK THE LORD.

thank Him that we didn't choose bangkok as the destination for our holidays this year.

we have been going there for the past 5 years in december?

gosh, I guess God really wants to protect my family an all :)

THANK YOU DADDY GOD!

:DDD

2008-11-25T06:13:00.001-08:00

HAR HAR HAR!

U ALL SHOULD AVE SEEN THIS ON THE AMAZING RACE!

DARN FUNNY TO THE MAX!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

couldn't stop laughing and stacy nearly rolled off the sofa laughing :D

2008-11-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

i have to wrap my foot like that and walk around and it kinda got worse today cause i banged my toe again :(

sucks i tell u, hobbling around...

sorry for such an UNGLAM photo :D

watching some hopping corpse show now, the funny type where they always try to paste the paper on the hopping corpse's head :D lols, but i not really interested :/

i am so so so going to do something about my fringe. its hurting my eyes.

maybe i wont put it at the front anymore :(

i haven't gone out for DAYS. and i have no one to hang out with at the moment.

saddening isn't it :(((

OMG, i can't wait for twilight!

i think i want to do a countdown :)

here is the trailer in case u havent seen it. :)

there have been many versions but will just put one up :)

omg. i TOTALLY CANT WAIT!!!!!!! :p

not like i like robert pattinson but i LOVE EDWARD as the character in the book!!!!

<333333>

(& mind u, u shouldn't be jealous :*)

ashhhh

XOXO

MOVIESSS!

2008-11-24T00:10:00.000-08:00

WOW.

i watched three movies in 2 days :D

1) the dorm. its supposed to be a scary show but for the record, i wasnt scared :D lols.

2) WALL-E. my dad bought the vcd. the show is not bad actually :)

3) the clique. not bad too + the girls are pretty :)

XOXO

2008-11-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

91.3 is giving out david cook's latest album!

i am so so going to call in :D

HO HO HO!

the christmas tree at bugis looks funny.

super lopsided. :/

the diary at muji is not bad at all!

hahas, but the price is SUPER BAD :(

hmmm, nothing much to do. going bugis again next week with my sis cause she wants to get her vest.

i was like waddling around bugis cause of my toe.

i think its a bruise but it hurts like mad to the MAX :D

had to wear slippers to church, felt super weird.

my sis left for shanghai today!

super lucky or what >(

i want to go too!!!

nice cold weather there. 15ºC!!!!!

argh, jealous to the max >(

bought a adidas shirt today!

dri-fit, my favourite :)

white and pink.

and i decided against buying the rabbit bag.

quoting my mum" looks like u are dragging a corpse around"

what the....

today's sermon was nice :) we were shown this nice video that nearly made me cry.

WATCH IT! :D

XOXO

hoped u watched it :D

if its not clear u can find the version with words typed out on youtube

type in: father's love letter:)

2008-11-21T06:08:00.000-08:00

i think i broke my toe.

the forth one on the left leg :(

i jammed it against the coffee table

and it hurts real BAD.

no one believes.

and my dad passed me two plasters and told me to use them so that they wont fall off.

harhar, FUNNY.

OUCH!!!!!

if i broke it though, i want to watch house and ghost whisperer!

its delayed today.

cause of football extra time. :(

so i have to stay up till 1.30 am today.

addicted to neopets.

dang.

2008-11-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

ok, i have rebonded hair on my head.

finally!

i have been waiting for this day for years. literally. :D

since sec 1 i think...

patty's birthday on friday!

not the real one la, but the party!

hahas.

my hair is covering my hair cuase i am too lazy to keep sweeping it to the side. :D

2008-11-18T21:40:00.000-08:00

hello!

oh my gosh.

$250 for rebonding.

ex to the MAX!

so no highlights for me then. cause no more money :(

sighs.

i wanted pink :(((((

better be worth it. its gonna take 4 hours i think. i will become a sitting duck and my butt will ache. maybe bring a pillow to sit on. JK!!!

class party yesterday was great!

jumped into a pool and it was so darn cold that i swear that my guts were shivering.

BRRRRRRRR. TO THE .MAX...

lols

i want to watch casino royale again..

i din noe daniel craig had FANS :D

lols.

his body is ok but his face is not really the bond face :(

2008-11-16T23:48:00.000-08:00

today i went to east coast park with marisa, shiying and slow :D

hahas, started out well when we told slow to WALK STRAIGHT. lols...

then we cabbed to ecp then cycled..

then it started drizzling, raining then pouring.

we wasted our money renting the bikes for 2 hours :(

but we were like rushing back like madness to the max :D

but it was fun in anyways.

then went to bugis where i decided that i didnt want my rabbit bag anymore.

then i left them cuase they shopped and i din bring money to shop :/

didnt know see.

but anyways...

going to rebond my hair on wednesday i think :)

i want to get high lights too!!!

what colour, any suggestions? :)

2008-11-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

post number one zero zero

ok, hahas. thanks to talking to my partner,i am feeling better now :D

thanks partner!

i seriously think that someone should stop forcing his/her ideas on me.

cause i got a backbone stronger than him/her.

yeah, mine rocks.

i am soooo sorry i have to be mean at this point of time but who wants to see to that matter?!

i should think that blogging has made me become a new person.

learning how to express my views without hurting that certain someone like trying to use different words to mean the same thing blah blah.

and my typing has slowed down TONS. :/

watched quantum of solace today.

the story line wasnt that great and seeing that i watched it ALONE.

such a loser. last minute decision to go vivo huh.

and since now i have NO MORE TRUSTY COMPANION :( which is like sad yeah.

i watched it ALONE.

hahas. with like one huge bag of chips (in my fridge now) and one huge cup of coke.

house is starting in 5 mins :)

LOVE THAT SHOW!

i think i am having my mood swings.

better stop soon before i really rant on and on and maybe even mention that special someone's name. :*

i really feel like going up to you and slapping u so that maybe u can come to ur senses?

good idea but i should keep dreaming.

zzzzzz.....

feeling sleepy but got HOUSE!

hahas.

i bet today our teachers felt sooo proud of the cohort that we were gradating.

anyway.

OH YEAH!

message to my good friend shiying.

in a darth vader voice saying

"take off your copied msn name before ashley takes revenge"

see u around!

i need to listent to avril to cool down :D

2008-11-14T07:28:00.001-08:00

2008-11-14T07:11:00.001-08:00

its over!

yeah, graduated today so kinda sad...

still, glad its over :)

in a super BAD mood now. dont want to talk about it cuase we are talking about IT now.

no idea what i just said but yeah.

2008-11-10T17:56:00.000-08:00

hey all! you should see this!

its really really nice :)

2008-11-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

i am not coming back, i'm closing the door.

i used to be tripping over missing you but i am not anymore.

its set. we have a date :)

hmmm, its nearly over!

its so close i can almost taste it :)

yippie!

oh my gosh, i cant wait :)

and i did something i really wanted to for so so long...

finally... :)

it was good while it lasted.

well, going to get rihanna stuff on thursday although not watching her concert. wonder how much her umbrella will cost ;/

ohoh!

a bird flew into my house just now :)

then my dog started attacking it till it was literally crying for help like it was dying and my grandmother helped it by yanking my dog away :)

but its wing was still hurt and it had lost alot of its feathers :/

but in the end it could fly away i guess :)

so its gone now. and my sister and myself took like a thousand pictured of it cuase it was the one and only bird who would stand still for us :D

it was like standing and sleeping :p

and we could go super close and stuff.

i think it was a migratory bird or something cause it was rather colourful not like a black minor or anything. i wanted to ask my dad if we could keep it but we let it go cause it could fly :)

but my stupid dog kept barking non stop at it while we had it at home..

it was like a carnivore eating BIRDS. :/ cruel...

actually when it first entered the house i didnt know it was beside me cause i was listening to my ipod and studying and then i thought my dog had jumped on the table cause of the claws sound thing. then i saw that my dog was not near the table at all so as usual, i thought it was a ghost :/

and i turned my ipod louder :D

then suddenly came out from next to me and if i din move my head or scream, it would have crashed into my head.

oh my gosh i screamed so loud. :D

then it crashed into the closed window and it fell to the ground where my dog attacked it :(

i wonder why so many animals like to come into the house.

like nearly 5 bats already?

BATS FREAK ME OUT TO THE MAX!

and my dad sitting beside me protected himself using the laptop and left me vulnerable to the bat shit :(

nice of my dad. :D

thank goodness it left.

oh ya, note to someone:

i dont need you. thanks.

ashhh loves no one (for this second)

2008-11-08T09:36:00.000-08:00

it s1.36 and i am talking to aly online. lols

i have been wasting my time away like tis after os. :/

oh dear, tomorrow i have church and i have to get up early.

awww nvr mind.

walked ot big bookshop today and found something that i loved! heh heh. and my si ter bought more than me! what the..

aw screw. out of all the one million and one poems in the world, my school could spot the right one for lit and i wasted my chances cause i still sis the poem even thought i still dont understand it till NOW. right...

YAYE!

my sister has stopped supporting lewis:)

maybe she will support rosberg or massa or rai?

hahas. hopefully!

2008-11-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

i already screwed up my physical geog so what do i do for human geog?

SPOT.

hahas, yupp, doing only food and tourism (to the max). hope its not combined qn for those two topics :/

today i woke up at 12.58. thanks to the RAIN :D

good and bad i guess. at least i woke up :D

no chinese for me so sleep sleep sleep.

last night watched man u vs hull on football 4-3.till 3 am

super last minute rush for geog later.

watched avril dvd just now.

gonna rebond my hair on 14th nov :)

day of graduation :)

yayeyaye! no more sec 4444444 :p

chem- quite ok

bio- SCREWED.

physical geog-one question ok, one qn screwed

a math- quite ok

e math- SCREWED

english- SCREWED. why did i pick that essay?!?!?!

ss- HARD TO THE MAXXX.

i have something about max nowadays :/ lalas. MAXXXX.

We've run out of words we've run out of time

We've run out of reasons really why we together

We both know it's over baby bottom line

It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind

Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages

Let's just call it quits it's probably better

So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore

I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone

Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

so what if i am a prawn for good looks? :D

too bad

2008-10-31T03:16:00.001-07:00

I SCREWED UP BIO TO THE MAX TILL I WANT TO BREAK MYSELF DOING THIS.

just joking. i am going to cry over bio but not over YOU.

seriously. i found so so so so so so so so so so so so so so many mistakes.

and i am not joking.

i want my A1! going to mug like mad for Bio mcq. GOING TO MUG LIKE MADDD.

seriously...

2008-10-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

i hate you.
i put my trust in you and now here you are like telling everyone...
well, no more secrets.
for you that is. you wont know anymore of MY SECRETS and how i feel cuase, yeah, you'll just NEVER know.
One day, you will fall.
Being the number one complainer and all.
I wont stop it.
It will all crash down on you.
So u will know exactly how I feel.
When ALL your secrets are let out.
Not like I know many of yours but ITS ENOUGH.
Nothing can make me change my mind.
I guess she was right all along.
Why am I so gullible as to tell u everything.
To think back, u rarely told me anything too.
Just AN ACT.
Goodness sake, don’t act.
Failed.
Maybe I should have put on an act too.
Well that was just a test.
Too bad.
Second time lucky I guess.
One minute changed everything.
All that u hid from me.
Do u really think I am that blind?
You should have at least noticed…
Thanks for telling me lies.
The whole time.
I thought u were on my side.
Blinded by my soft heartedness.
i don’t want to work with you anymore,
no more partnership.
DEALS OFF.

Better now than later.
Haha.
I think I got the longer end of the stick this time.
Ur loss not mine.

I'll miss you too but now its too late.

2008-10-13T22:52:00.001-07:00

2008-10-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

do what you do just keep on laughing.

one thing's true, there's always a brand new day :)

heroes tonight and i will be missing my good friends next year!

v much :/

2008-10-13T05:24:00.000-07:00

i am small and the world is big...

2008-10-13T05:18:00.001-07:00

i'm not afraid of anything, i just need to know that i can breathe...

here are a few verses that are keeping me strong

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6

So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Deuteronomy 31:6

and this has been my favourite verse for a long time :)
"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
Psalm 23

i believe God is keeping me safe and not letting me panic. thank you God, deliver me and answer my prayers :)

after os, my blog is going to be happening! :D

watch out! :)

celebrity gossip, my loves and hates, my inspiration and dreams, jokes and ETC :D

ashhh cant wait for os to be over :S

twilight

2008-10-08T08:11:00.001-07:00

2008-10-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

i can be the ambassador for post it cause i found the new love today :D

lols. and i can be the macs greatest history maker or something.

i have been eating so much macs i think my arm has grown 2 inches fatter :/

not that i measured but i am going to exercise after os!

i am not supposed to be blogging now but yeah, tomorrow study leave mah...

heh, i am not taking os seriously, am i:/

went to ACJC open house today.

their door gift was super nice :D

ai ya, anything stationary wo ai!! :D

lols.

i suddenly fell for simple plan! :)

they are coming next year but i cant watch any concert cause my funds are going towards rebonding my hair!! :)

maybe no more outings then.

or wait, you pay la ;D

lols, jkjk. fine from now on, we go to library. free books! :D

oh yeah, did i tell u, that day i went to the library and read 2 super good books!

gotcha and bounded :D

damn good :D

super crappy huh.

ashhhncinders

2008-09-29T03:09:00.000-07:00

i guess its all my fault to trust you.
i am so gullible...

so pissed. argh.

ashhh

and i am still not scared for Os.

CRAPP.

2008-09-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

the F1 race was darn cool :D

hahas. my seat wasn't so god cause of the high fence but the noise was SO LOUD!

omg the best :)

hhahas. i had to wear earplugs :D

and then i walked to below the bay grandstand and guess was i was less three metres away from the cars and it was like 10 times louder i had to use my hands to cover my ears and guess what, the toilets were next to the track and i had to use my hands to cover my ears while i peed everytime a car passed :D

lols.

then i walked up some stairs to get a birds eye view and then took videos but there were pillars blocking

the cars were so fast you couldn't tell who was who :(

but overall it was a great experience and want to go AGAIN next year and the year after the next. ALL 5 YEARS! :D cause the adrenaline rush was GREAT! :D

the sound, oh the sound :)

ashhh

2008-09-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh. i missed blogging that i was so starved. literally.

anyway!!!!!

MY SISTER IS AT THE PRACTICE SESSION OF F1 NOW!!!

i called her and the sound was just FABULOUS!!

omg. i cant wait for tomorrow!!! :D

the engine of the cars are just WOW! :]

BROOOOMMMMM!

coolsssss :)

will TRY to take pics.

if i can even get the car that is going at 300km/hr!!! :)

okok, i hyperventilate alot.

like when i hear the F1 car engines :)

like when i think of edward cullen!!!

omg he is every girls dream guy :)

hahas, i think he raised the bar for all the guys out there :)

hahs he is so caring, smart, loving, rich, and omg.

like he even could give bella up to jacob if that was what made bella happy cause he just wants to see her happy. omg i cry every time i read that part la. he cares so so so so much about her :]

i hae to read the books over and over and over again until one day i can read it without crying. hahas, i bet thats never going to happen. cause its just too nice and well, nice! touching!

i cant wait for the TWILIGHT movie!! hahas, we were even talking about the movie during geog lesson :D

omg i cant believe how UNscared i am for Os!!!

somebody, scare me!

i think its cause i already know how high my L1R5 will be. so i guess i dont even bother to work hard although i really want to go to ACJC. oh dear. i have to get scared to get a low point!! cause i dont work well without pressure.

i think i am stressed that i am not anxious yet. yeah stressed about the wrong thing :/

sighs.

somebody PLEASE scare me!!!! :/

omg. simple plan is coming to spore next year!!!

i want! i want! i want!!!

tell you what i want, what i really really want.

thanks to huimei, i got it stuck in my head now.

study camp was so crappy.

cause me hm and serene were like talking so so so so much and so so loud for like nearly 2 hours?? that the rest of the people in the room couldn't concetrate and went out and we were like oops.

and she was so SICK. EWW GROSS. :D

and tonight NO GHOST WHISPERER AND HOUSE :(

CAUSE OF THE F1 RACE.

ashhh

cant believe how selfsh u can be.

2008-09-19T23:03:00.000-07:00

sorry i wasnt able to post the list up yesterday...

was busy. here was what happened to me..

after study camp, i went to the hospital

then i came home and ate dinner.

then i spent 2 hours on facebook.( i wonder why too :D)

then one hour chatting on msn

then one hour watching the nine o clock nanny daddy show.

then from 10 to 11.30, i watched the nike human race concert.

then from 11.30 to 12.30, i watched HOUSE :)

yeah, and i kinda FORGOT to study :D

lols. house was good anyway.

he went on a DATE :D

ok, here is the list, more of a pledge really.

here goes!!!

i ashley lim,

will not blog on weekdays

will not watch any other shows except the following:

1) heroes (monday 10-11pm)

2) the noose (tuesday 10-10.30pm)

3) ugly betty (wednesday 9.30 to 10.30pm??)

4) project runway (wednesday 11-12pm)

5) ghost whisperer (friday 10-11pm)

6) house ( friday 11-1am)

7) nanny daddy (weekdays 9-10pm)

8) and other nice shows such as wizards of waverly place etc

will not eat more than 2 packets of chips a day ( all ur fault)

will ban myself from spending too long in the toilet

will ban myself from sleeping during study camp and before 10 on weekdays

will ban myself from sitting with my leg up (stupid bad habit)

will ban myself from excess celebrity gossip

will take my cod liver oil everyday

will study hard (or at least try)

will start on my revision that was supposed to start on 27th august :/ (screw me)

and will ban myself from writing such retarded things.

ashhh

yeah thats about it.

and oh yeah.

a shout out!!

ATTENTION EVERYBODY!

SHIYING HAS LOST HER JACKET AND IF U SEE A NAMELESS JACKET AROUND, PLEASE FIND HER IN SEC 4 GRACE. ITS L SIZE AND SHE REALLY MISSES IT!!!

(note to shiying: you owe me $236++ for this ad) :p

BYEE for now :)

ashhh

2008-09-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

Save You - Simple Plan

i love love this song :D the lyrics are so meaningful :)

and thanks to my english teacher for giving me some motivation :)

i think i am really fragile now.

but thanks shiying :)

and no thanks to others such as person 1, person 2 and person 3 etc etc

please don't rock me...

please don't break me. this is a tough period i am going through...

i have to write a list again.

later i will write :)

now kinda busy :)

ashhh

2008-09-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

i am like trying to find a avril blogskin which took me 1.5 hours. but to no avail cause i am kinda fussy :D

so i am trying to find a blogskin which i can't find..

and i am trying to find a person which i cant find too.... sadness

ashhh

2008-09-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

announcement!!!

sy's jacket is lost, so if u have seen it around, please return it to her :)

thks, she really misses it tho :/

i wanted to blog about something just now but by the time i was able to get a comp (now)

i have already forgotten about what i wanted to blog about...

short term memory loss. :(

top song in i tunes is still so what by pink.

my fav songs for the day:

1) burnin' up- jonas brothers

2) walking on air- kerli

3) damage- danity kane

4) thunder- boys like girls

5) make some noise- ??

6) leave out all the rest- linkin park

7) so what- pink

8) this is me- demi

talking about BOYS LIKE GIRLS...

they sang at some avril concerts as fillers before the actual concert!!!!

and singapore had some kinda like unknown band :(

i love the BOYS LIKE GIRLS BAND!!!

sad sad sad...

and we had some unknown band, some unknown band!! >(

actually the band was i could say, quite sad cause they asked us: "do u want us to sing somemore for you guys??"

then majority of the people around me was like: "NOOOOOO!!!!!" (including me) XD

hahas, i really couldn't appreciate them, sorry. :/

i just wish BOYS LIKE GIRLS came!!!!

and i LOVE joe jonas too :D

lols. random la.

here is a pic of him :D

ashhhhh is so NOT in love with you:D

lols jkjk only!!!

and my fav colours now are pink, black and red :D cause PINK N BLACK are AVRIL'S colours :D

ashhhhhh

2008-09-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

NEWS FOR YOU.

HAHAHAHAHA. YOU WILL KNOW IF THIS IS THE NEWS FOR YOU :D

I AM GOING TO GET A PURITY RING :D

yupp, thats all. thank you for watching the news :D

ashhh

2008-09-13T04:39:00.001-07:00

Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

2008-09-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

irritating.

i am soooooo pissed at my mum.

she is so frigging biased!

just cuase my sis goes to a neighbourhood school and stuff and cause she can score good marks there O.o

and then she allows her to go for more than ONE overseas trips cuase she is so darn biased.

when i was sec three, we already agreed that only ONE. my goodness, ONE! only one overseas trip! and i wasnt even allowed to go to NEW ZEALAND! >(

omg and she gets to go to three parts of china?!?!?! >(

so frigging pissed.

this just spoilt my good mood for the day. irritating

ashhh

2008-09-12T07:42:00.001-07:00

// 2007 Atlanta Photojournalism Seminar Contest Winners- Single Category Images

omgggg.

2008-09-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

argh.

i realised that avril changed and wore rather boring clothes for the spore tour.

she only changed her top. :(

the other concerts she looked so much better!

and this is a nice PHOTO :D

this whole week was crappy.

stuppid migraine.

caouldnt even think properly for the e math test

i dun undertand why the math teachers always threathen to make us drop a math. then we like should have dropped it altogether last year :/

easting my time please.

just becuase they dont want a bad mark on the overall?

then what is the point of EDUCATION? :/

gosh.

anyway, tomorrow going out with derr :D

it has been a long time...

i have missed u! :p

ashhh

2008-09-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

omg. the new ipod nano is soooo cool!!!! :)

tomorrow having e math and ss test.

i think i might just pon ss test. i havent studied yettt. :/

and i am having a severe headache now.

just now like slept at study camp.

i cant move my eyes too fast, i feel like fainting. how can i read? :/

i might tell mrs wang that i really cant do it :/

ashhh

2008-09-08T05:32:00.001-07:00

skt boy!! :D

she played the pianooo:)

red backdrop :)

crazy light sticks :)

crazily expensive shop.

one shirt $40. one flag $15.

totally overcharged...

i bought a flag and a purse. what other chance could i get?? :p

yeah, here u see.

wow! light up!

everyone was given a free light stick :)

beginning

before...

thats my FLAGGGGG:)

nice wrist light sticks:)

yupp, i am holding the free light stick :)

RED.

before:)

if she ever comes again, i am 100% going!!!

<33333333>

took like so looong to upload... :/

2008-09-08T05:14:00.001-07:00

credits to

http://www.clubsnap.com/forums/showthread.php?t=412905

:) thankssss

2008-09-08T04:22:00.001-07:00

I SUPER SUPER LOVE AVRIL!!!!!!

AVRIL'S CONCERT WAS A BLAST!

tell u guys more next time. here are some photos first. thanks to club snap photographers :)

i din get so close DUHH.

i need to eat dinner now. and watch heroes later.

but st margs paper first...

maybe i will upload later or tomorrow :)

ashhhh

2008-09-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

okok, so slack today.

no work done. thanks to my sister who switched on the tele the whole day.

including NOW.

hahas, knowing me, i cant resist TV!

my buddy :D cant wait for monday's hereos! :)

and tomorrow's incredible tales :)

and i think i am going to watch some ghost show tonight. the cantonese hopping one :D

<333.>

ashhh

keep you eyes away from me cause my hand's itching to smack someone :/

2008-09-04T22:59:00.000-07:00

today i am bored.

i went out to holland in the morning

and then came home and ate prata and eggs for lunch.

and here i am stoning at my comp.

nothing done yet.

tonight i am going to my granny's hse.

so i think i will study for an hour?

maybe half :p

ashh

"kiss and tell..."

2008-09-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

TOP JOKE IN NORTHERN IRELAND. A doctor says to his patient, "I have bad news and worse news".
"Oh dear, what's the bad news?" asks the patient.
The doctor replies: "You only have 24 hours to live."
"That's terrible," said the patient. "How can the news possibly be worse?".
The doctor replies: "I've been trying to contact you since yesterday."

TOP JOKE IN ENGLAND. Two weasels are sitting on a bar stool. One starts to insult the other one. He screams, "I slept with your mother!" The bar gets quiet as everyone listens to see what the other weasel will do. The first again yells, "I SLEPT WITH YOUR MOTHER!" The other says, "Go home dad you're drunk."

TOP JOKE IN UK. A woman gets on a bus with her baby. The bus driver says: "That's the ugliest baby that I've ever seen. Ugh!" The woman goes to the rear of the bus and sits down, fuming. She says to a man next to her: "The driver just insulted me!" The man says: "You go right up there and tell him off - go ahead, I'll hold your monkey for you."

TOP JOKE IN CANADA. When Nasa first started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ball-point pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat the problem, scientists spent a decade and 12 billion dollars to develop a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any surface including glass and at temperatures ranging from below freezing to 300 C. The Russians used a pencil.

TOP JOKE IN AUSTRALIA. This woman rushes to see her doctor, looking very much worried and all strung out. She rattles off: "Doctor, take a look at me. When I woke up this morning, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw my hair all wiry and frazzled up, my skin was all wrinkled and pasty, my eyes were bloodshot and bugging out, and I had this corpse-like look on my face! What's WRONG with me, Doctor!?"
The doctor looks her over for a couple of minutes, then calmly says: "Well, I can tell you that there ain't nothing wrong with your eyesight...."

2008-09-03T19:40:00.000-07:00

i am rather worried for Os.

but i know God will help me through :)

even if i get into a JC or poly, i will do my best to honour him

cuase i know he has a reason for putting me there. :)

thank you for always being there for me :)

i am going to ask my mum to get me a promise ring :)))

ashhh

2008-09-03T19:18:00.000-07:00

i think i look damn hideous now.

stayed up till three reading twilight and new moon :D lols.

i can never stay up that late to study..

duhh. studying is SO BORING!

then after that my mind was churning... cause something sweet happened :)

so i wrote something.

when you put your face close to mine,

i can smell the sweetness of your minty breath.

my mind would go blank

at a loss of what to say,

cause you take my breath away

ashhh

"i love you more than the whole world put together"

2008-09-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

pole hoggers on the MRT should be banned.

yeah. like i went to orchard just now by MRT and it was during the rush hour ( rush! rush!! :p)

and then there was one woman who hugged the whole pole. cause it was like the 'special' type of pole where it had three 'arms' yeah... and she hugged all three :/ gosh.

and the MRT was darn full and she jsut had to hug three poles while everyone was trying their best to not fall over.. including me...

yeah and she just had to hug THREE poles!

ok, i am getting repetitive but yeah. THREE for goodness sake!!

ashhh

2008-09-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

yippiee! i am going to learn PHOTOSHOP :)

not now la.

bad news.

high school musical three is out on 24TH OCTOBER.

in cinemas only...

DURING Os.

i know i am a bit too old for HSM buttttt i still wanna watch :)

the songs seems quite nice!

hey shiying, we can go out for u bdae and watch :D

lols. i dont think i will be allowed :/

4 days to go to AVRIL'S concert!

gosh a am going to go back to school without a voice and marisa thinks i will go deaf too :D

hopefully not. or only in the right ear so i cant hear her :D

jkjk..

so excited!!! i wanna give her something. a HUGGG :D lols.

i think my sis wants to get her something. like materially...( however u spell that)

u know what?? my spelling has been going down the drain.

like i cant spell alot of words that i was able to spell.

like the word certain? yupp, i spelt it certian and i had to go look at the dictionary to check :/

darn my head.

ashhh

2008-09-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

i miss you, bali...

ashh

2008-08-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

things to ponder...

Tell a man that there are 400 Billion stars and he'll believe you, Tell him a bench has wet paint and he still has to touch it!

Why is lemon juice mostly artificial ingredients BUT dishwashing liquid contains real lemons?

Why do we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them?

Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Isn't it a bit unnerving that Doctors call what they do, "practice?"

What should you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?

Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

Wouldn't you know it...Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever.

Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted.

2008-08-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

When the oceans rise

and thunders roar.

I will soar with You, above the storm

Father You are king over the flood,

I will be still know You are God.

i think i am going to sleep every friday. cause i spend more energy trying to stay awake than erm ?? sleeping? lols. slept from 3 to 7.30 :D

then today i tried to keep awake but to no avail..

yeah. fell asleep while listening to my heartbeat on my arm :D lols. funneay, but i like the sound of my heartbeat :D

means i am ALIVE!! jkjk :)

ok, i feel so lame now.

fried 11 pratas just now. better start on my holiday homework soon :(

sobs. looks like alot.

watching FINDING NEMO NOW :)

i think dory is the CUTEST! :)

and the yellow bubble guy :D

"bubble bubble bubblety! "

lols.

funneay guy. :p

ashhh

where is the love..

2008-08-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

Though this image seems too scary at the first sight but it has a lot of things to reveal.
Try to concentrate and count the number of faces shown in this picture.

What do you read here? Most people will read evil, but some will see the good in life at the first time.

credits to:
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.optical-illusions.in/wp-content/uploads/2008/02/scary_optical_illusion_count_faces.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.optical-illusions.in/illusions/scary-optical-illusions/&h=550&w=413&sz=69&hl=en&start=54&um=1&usg=__KR5fgTZ-amVlw4dnPZ3r8s8Rl-Y=&tbnid=q-MNeQf6eSTZRM:&tbnh=133&tbnw=100&prev=/images%3Fq%3Doptical%2Billusions%26start%3D36%26ndsp%3D18%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dsafari%26rls%3Den%26sa%3DN
www.geckoandfly.com/ tag/optical-illusion/

ashhh :D

2008-08-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

ok fine i will remove part of my previous post.

okay, i am sorry if i had hurt ur feelings in any way. but just to let u guys know, i was not even comparing with you but with others. ( i don't even know ur marks nor L1R5 okaay) :/

my apologies in any way.

i never compare with you guys. i know u would get angry. my partner taught me that in the beginning of the year.

but i have a note though. if u were angry with me and blogged about it, why did u continue to be so nice to me in school? i don't know if i appreciate it or what but then yeah. thanks? at least u bothered. :)

"at least we dont backstab or lie or is two-faced or look down on others to..." i just dont think thats too true.. over generalisation.( dont try to cover up for two people purlease.)

i hope this would be the last thing that happens this year cause its going to get more competitive and tougher.

i can feel the competitiveness from m. no offence at all. i mean it. but i just wanna say that its good for this type of thing cause we 'promised' to push each other on, so don't break ur 'promise'! :)

i don't want to get to slack. but to let u know.

I AM SO NOT GOING TO COMPETE AGAINST ANY OF MY FRIENDS.

and my friends know who my enemies are :pi just don't understand why my friends want to compete with me :/

okay, fine, i understand. who doesn't want to get good grades?

but think about it, if we all were competing each other, we would not be friends, we would be COMPETITORS. thats not very nice, is it? school was o not meant to be an ARENA. :/

so all the best to those reading this :)

and i love u guys LOTS AND LOTS!! i mean it :)

i just wish i didn't need to move :(

ashhh loves marisa, shiying, nick and not to forget, DER!! :D

and of course, jie qi, fun juin, kee, slow, ai ya, the whole class! :D

2008-08-27T01:36:00.000-07:00

i so do not want to get married next year. unless to EDWARD CULLEN, of course :)

the niciest man on earth, ok fine, not that he even exists :(

thats sad.

SS test tomorrow.

i nearly forgot. and then i was falling asleep while studying so i come online :)

hahas. then the hols are next week....

home work load just broke my back. :/ and i think i am going MAD!

but its okay. i've got AVRIL'S concert on SUNDAY to lose all my sanity :D

here is a joke:

What's the difference between snow men and snow women?

Snowballs

ashhh

2008-08-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

who asked u to roll ur frigging eyes at me?? >(

your own loss.

hope we dont meet again.

yeah, cause you are going to GET IT :P

omg. i cant believe i wasted my whole day. sleeping for 5 hoursss.

i was doing math then i just walked to my bed and slept.

i could have watched the olympics instead :/

sighs...

anyway, tomorrow i think i am going bugis area cuase my dad wants to try "grandma's kitchen"? some restaurant i think.. lols.

here's something u can ponder on :D

To realize

The value of a sister

Ask someone

Who doesn't have one.

To realize

The value of ten years:

Ask a newly

Divorced couple.

To realize

The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.

To realize

The value of one year:

Ask a student who

Has failed a final exam.

To realize

The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize

The value of one month:

Ask a mother

who has given birth to

A premature baby.

To realize

The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize

The value of one hour:

Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize

The value of one minute:

Ask a person

Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize

The value of one-second:

Ask a person

Who has survived an accident...

To realize

T! he value of one millisecond:

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when

you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:

Lose one.

so yeah i hope i dont become too complacent... just cause its after prelims feeling i am slacking :/ what the...

ashhh

2008-08-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

you love me, you like her.

today we got back chem and e math.

i am rather shocked by my e math though :/

yeah. din expect it to be this @#$!!!

and chem. stupid. i was never a chem person.

and guess what i wanna be a doctor. so i guess i cant. hehe. my next wish: marry a doctor lorr :D lols.

i think plastic surgeon or any type or surgeon would be best :D

cause i cant bear to be one myself.

my legs will start wobbling when i cut someone open.

wow. the rat dissection is still hanging.

i wonder if i will collapse when i start slicing it :/

lols. sorry ctas if u have to do it all by yourself in the end :P

tomorrow getting lit back. i have low esteem for lit since this year and many know why. yes, many do. sighs. thank goodness i din get into full lit( which was my 1st choice btw) cause i never knew this CHER would teach lit :/

tonight is the final epi of ANTM :D

ok, for spore that is. :/

and i am going to watch!

omg. BOLT got a new record again... annoying purlease

but good for him la, he deserves it :D

but i feel so sad for wallace spearmon who got disqualified cause he ran into Walter dix's lane.

he was like celebrating with bolt till he got the news :( damn saddd...

2008-08-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

OMG! ISN'T HE CUTEEE!!! :)

this is really what i call "magical stare" :D

his name is nick d'agosto :)

and he acted in Inside and Heroes :)

ashhh loves nick d'agosto

2008-08-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

how to survive the o levels:

DIE.

2008-08-16T09:43:00.000-07:00

dunno why i am up so late.

cant sleep

cant study. the words just become a blur, yeah you know how its like

went to the library today.

borrowed 3 books. limited myself okay. :(

and finished two already.

and spent the rest of the day at coronation and watching olympics :)

phelps is great! i read all the spore's newspaper write ups on him :D darn funny!

lols. i think this is one of the rare times i read the whole newspaper plus the sports section :D

tomorrow he is racing again.

did u read about phelps 12000 calories a day diet. ok, not so much a diet like how it is usually used when people starve themselves but more of a daily intake :D TWELVE THOUSAND, mind you...

woah today the 100m sprint made me so mad. he could run the last 10 metres without using his arms and WIN A GOLD >(

gosh. he was so ahead. Bolt. i think thats his name :)

jealousy.

had david archuleta's song stuck in my head the whole day. i think i listened to it like over 30 times :D

lols.

ashhh

2008-08-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

OMG! THIS IS THE NO.1 SONG NOW!!!

DAVID ARCHULETAAA!!!

:D:D:D

TOP SONGS FOOR ME THIS WEEK:

1) one step at a time- jordin sparks

2) fall for you- secondhand serenade

3) crush- david archuleta

4) disturbia- rihanna

5) when i grow up- pussycat dolls

6) forever- chris brown

ashh

2008-08-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

my ear has a bubble of water/ air inside thanks to my sister.

gosh. i hate having this type of thing happening to me when i go to swim.

and YEAH!! singapore won!!! :D

WE ARE ASSURED OF A SILVER MEDAL!

GO TABLE TENNIS TEAM!

hahas. i can't play table tennis for nuts. the ball is like miniscule to my eyes :/

GO TEAM SINGAPORE :D

so proud of them :)

ashh

i am so thankful for FRIDAYS :D

2008-08-13T07:54:00.000-07:00

what's wrong with me

why do i feel like this

i am going crazy now...

english oral is OVER. all orals are over.

NO MORE "TH"...

annoying THS.

moTHer. faTHer. togeTHer. THey.

you get the picture... gahh.

today i was 1/2 hour late...

i hate being so late.

lucky the person did not say anything :)

today my sis told me about the 72 kg woman :D

lols. darn funny!

tell u soon :)

ashhh

psttt. its a secret.

2008-08-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

When I turn the lights out

When I close my eyes

Reality overcomes me

I'm living a lie

sometimes i just can't seem to help myself.

anyway, i am done reading the whole twilight series one after another :D

i wanted to finish the four books in four days but i slept too early last night so i must confess that it is only 4 books in 5 days :(

never mind next time :D

dang testimonials due TOMORROW.

yes i will just tell her that i was sick and just sniff in front of her?? hahas, i feel so bad..

and the worst thing. i hate writing about myself..

like what:

- ashley is so proactive, always raising her hands in class. (hahas, i NEVER raise my hands at all in class), not out of my own will though...

- ashley is the best, always listening.( only seems like, i always dream.. thank goodness for outside help)

- she is always handing up her work on time (again, outside help)

so now u can see why i ant say anything TRUE about myself :/

yeah. i suck..

ashhh

fantasies of you and me

2008-08-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

hahahs. going to read the WHOLE TWILIGHT SERIES FOR THE 234897209 TIME?? lols

i so love the twilight series!!!

heh. edward cullen.

so.. hmm. who is exactly my EDWARD? :P

you? holy crow. of course NOTTT. lols. jkjk. :D

ashhh

2008-08-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

i think i am running out of oxygen..

too bad for me i guess....

2008-08-04T07:58:00.001-07:00

only so much mucus can come out of someone's nose...

and i hope mine has reached the limit.

either now. or soon

2008-08-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

i am sick for the third weekend in a row.

like wow. i feel so blessed to be only sick on weekends

so that i can go to school on mondays

without studying for the PRELIMS.

like sigh. so lucky. so lucky

2008-07-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

yaye! cool :) i want to get the red and green next! so green next week then red the nexttt :D

cause they ran out of red. :(

When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.
When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.
When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.
When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine.
When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.
When a boy lets you lay on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever.
When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.
When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.
When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

are you the one?? :P

ashhh

2008-07-30T02:24:00.000-07:00

YAYE!! I BOUGHT MY AVRIL LAVIGNE CONCERT TIXSSS!!! :D

AND I GOT MY F1 TIX TOO!

oh gosh this is greattt :D

except tomorrow there is lit. I AM SO BORED of reading the book :(

geog today was exceptionally bad. AMATH was naturally bad so who cares. :P

ashhh

2008-07-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

how many times can i break till i shatter...

I won a pair of F1 grandstand tickets!!

so now 4 ppl from my family can go :D yippie! that is my dad does not sell :(

AVRIL'S CONCERT- 7TH SEPTEMBER!

i am so so going :D

yippie! cant miss this for anything. one night only!

i want to sit RIGHT IN FRONT. its like $148.50 if i book by tomorrow. so the best i can afford would be the $ 76.50 :( so exxxx...

HATE PRELIMSSS

2008-07-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend